20 months

on April 27 i began to write a poem about what 20 month without you was like it has vanished into the universe.

so here i am today trying to find it and nearly giving up. 

when i found it. once again i am amazed at your power to remind me that we are ALWAYS together you and i.

Olive Lucy my precious beauty i miss you very much.

for Olive Lucy on her 20 month birthday. 

twenty months have come and gone

i can not believe it's been this long

seasons have passed and will come again

we still cry but we try to be strong

we carry you close, 'tis not a strain

you reside not on this plane

but in our hearts for evermore

our precious girl and her dark curly mane

you opened a small door

within my heart, it is you i'll always adore

how i wish that  you where here today

and not residing on a universally distant shore

still feels like 'twas just yesterday 

that you  first took my breath away

with your long lean limbs, and musky smelling hair

you are with me everyday

in the air, everywhere

you compel me to share

your beautiful peaceful light and love

which has saved me from despair

we often speak of 

your special soul above

it been too long

our sweet girl Olive 

twenty months have come and gone

we can not believe it's been this long

seasons have passed and will come again

we still cry but we try to be strong

we love you little girl,

momma, dad and OS